I am seriously at the point in my life where I don't really care about what people think anymore. I was putting on makeup this morning and it was really ticking me off-it gets old! I mean, I think I hate rituals and here I am putting on eyeshadow and all that crap EVERY SINGLE DAY just so that I can look presentable EVERY SINGLE DAY for those EVERY SINGLE DAY people!!! I think I'm lazy. I know I'm lazy. Hell, I don't know...I don't want to look ugly! But, i don't wear that much make-up anyway so I pretty much look the same, you know? Maybe I should just get some of that permanent make-up that them plastic surgery obsessed freaks love so dearly. But, then I'd be complaining about how it looked the same EVERY SINGLE DAY. No, maybe I should move to India and wear one of them sheets that those women wear. For the life of me, I can't remember what those sheets are called-I knew a couple years ago, but I've evidently slept since then. Arghhh! Anyway, I think i need more lip gloss...a little voice is saying "you hate rituals!"...shut up! BTW, I'm not schizo! :)

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